Getting a feeling that I'm being disliked.. on the way home
Looking up at the brightness of the room
I wonder what kind of feelings I'm experiencing now

When we get into a fight I apologise immediately
I'm weak, and you are such a sly person

During nights when my tear-stained voice cannot be heard
I want to become wilful even if it means being a nuisance
Tried to say I'm alright but
That's not possible isn't it

I’m accustomed to seeing my sorrowful face reflected in the puddle
Because I'm fully aware of my intention not to say that I give up/in… I become hurt

Whenever I'm treated gently by you I will feel like crying, you’re really such a sly person afterall

During nights when my tear-stained voice cannot be heard
I want to become wilful even if it means being a nuisance
Tried to say I'm alright but
That's not possible isn't it

In front of you I’m such a liar you know
Kept thinking “I hope that you would realise this”
Because I’m not in the least that strong at all

Despite already deciding not to allow my tears to fall
I'm troubling you ain't I? I just can’t be wilful

Once again I asked myself if I was alright but
That’s not possible isn’t it

Another day had passed...
I'm so bored!!
Nothing to do at home :(



Need to go to Middle Road to sign up for JLPT.



Ah!! I'm dying of boredom!!
Someone helped me!!
^^

Really don't know how am I feeling now.
Sian =/



だいじょうぶ そう言ってみたけど
そんなはずないでしょ・・・

Song Yong's birthday yesterday, sorry for the late wishes in the blog. Yesterday no time to blog.
Anyway,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SONG YONG!! ^^

Yesterday went back school for ISP. It's the second Sat in a row that I need to go back school for ISP. Anyway, saw Yong Soong in school too. Lols!

Then went to Tiong to find PK, she's so fierce in our conversation!! T_T

Then we ate Ice Kachang and went to take Neoprints. Omg! That guy there is so SO wierd!! Super scary guy! Don't never NEVER take neoprints at Tiong again!!!

Then we walked with PK to her house and Ting do SY's card there while I do my BLAW tutorial. Haha! I so guai right? Hee ^^

Went back to Tiong again to buy SY's shirt and after Nikos came, we went to my house for a while. To put down my heavy stuffs and get more water. Haha! Then went to Nick's house to meet the guys. Lol!

Went to the Zhu Cao at Alexander Road there, hmm, the food there was quite ok la. Not bad? Lols!

After we walked a bit in Anchorpoint, we went back to Nick's house again. Lol! Ting HAD gone crazy!! Lol!!!

HERE COMES THE SNAKE!


SNAKE IS GOING TO BITE TING!!


TING IS BEING BITEN!!!







MY ZACH IS SO CUTE!! ^^

Wee~
Had Hi! Club performance just now, well, I signed wrongly one part, the "pray" sign was wrong. Ah! Was so scared la, so many people look at us, well, I think it's better than table topics? Lol! At least it's over! Haha! Must thank Ying Zi and Kas for the nice card they made, every person in the class have different designs. Must had taken them so much time to made (:

Next week going to have another round to table topics, wish me luck (:

Projects left:
1. ISP Assignment 3
2. WDA Report

Let me introduce you guys to the new member in the family!!
ZACK!!!
Haha! Going to post his photo up soon (:

Oh yeah~
After this week, only projects left are ISP and WDA!
Today's BCOMM's table topics were scary. I was really scared in the morning already, on the bus. Then TY was first, and his reaction was so funny. Haha! Every time teacher walked past me, I'm so scared that he will put the paper will my desk! Ah!!! But still, I got the paper and had to present: "Entrepreneurs, born or bred?" How I know? So I just talked about examples and definition of entrepreneurs. Then, ok already. Lol. Oh well, hoped teacher won't mark so strict because he said himself that it's our first time and the topics are really challenging. So, all the best to everyone next week too. Another round of table-topics =(
To Suyu: Rest well. Get well soon!!! =D

I don't know whether am I over-sensitive. You don't mean to listen to me anymore.
You cared more about Maple I guess.
Didn't bothered asking me about my common test results, told you about my phone's something wrong, and you just changed the topic.
Maybe that fate is over.

Table Topics!! ARGH!!!
I hate you!!!!

Due this week:
1) MWA
2) BCOMM Executive Summary
3) PMKT Presentation
4) ISP Assignment 1
5) ISP Assignment 2
6) BLAW Organisation Test
7) Jap Speaking Test

Yesterday went to school at 9, only Su Yu and me doing ISP. Hais.
The rest 1 sick, 1 got don't know what event and the other one don't know go where.
-__-"

In the end, we only get to finish the top part and we need to do the observations analysis at home. PLUS, we still need to analyze the survey results. AND tomorrow's the deadline!!
AH!!!!!
Someone help me!! Sobs!!!

After that, Su Yu went home while Ting, Joc and I went for Leos I&I. It's so stupid because you need to vow the thing. And it's so embarrassing 'cause there's Hi!Club people there! LOLS! See them keep signing, then I tell Ting that we'll be like them in the future. Haha!

After that, we went to play basketball. Long time never play, and I finally get through 'A' 的影阴. YES! Haha!! Played for an hour only, and was tired already. Need to exercise more! ^^

Next Week's Assignment Due:
1) MWA
2) BCOMM Executive Summary
3) PMKT Presentation
4) ISP Assignment 1
5) ISP Assignment 2
6) BLAW Organisation Test
7) Jap Speaking Test

HAHA!

CHANGED BACK TO MY OLD BLOG URL AGAIN!!

HAHA!!

Very busy these few days, had been chionging projects.

We have been thinking about the ISP project on what experiment to do, attidutes and attidutes changes. So difficult la! Practically brain-dead on Monday for thinking out the experiments. Finally we came out with something and we're going to execute it on Monday. Wish all the best for my group :) Haha! We're going to piss sales person off and see whether high-end shops service personnel are more patience than low-end shops service personnel. Haha! I want to be the camera man! 'Cause can hide and spy around! Lols!!

Lots of things still left undone :(

Due next week are E-portfolio, MWA project, Jap test

Hmm. New Skin.
Should I change to wordpress instead? Haha!

Been tagged by PK to do a quiz.
Here it goes:

1.By what age do u wish to marry?
Around 26 to 28?

2.What do u want the most now?
Good results and everyone to not be so stressed (:
Complete all my projects!

3.Who is the person u trust the most?
I have no idea =/

4.Do u think u have enough confidence?
Nope.

5.If u have a dream to come true, what will it be?
Play F.horn again =)

6.Do u believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
OF COURSE!

7.What is your goal for this year?
Good results and manage time properly

8.Do u believe in eternity love?
Yes

9.Have you broke someone's heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?
Isn't it a bit kua zhang?

10. What are the feelings you like most?
Being cared and loved

11. If one day,you realised that the world is going to end, and u can save five people. Who will they be?
No idea. But if I must choose, NONE. 'Cause the world is ending and there's no way the people can survive anyway. It only make them die a second time. HAHA!

12.Wat feeling do you hate the most?
Disappointment.

13.Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Yep.

14.What do you think is most important in life?
Live life to the fullest with little regrets. Stay happy.

15.Who do you hope to be always there with you?
My loved ones

16. Who are your best friends?
3 people :)

17. What do you look for in a friend?
Trust and understanding and can be talked to

18.How wonderful is your life?
WONDERFUL

19.If a genie grant u 3 wishes, what will it be?
First wish will be world peace, second will be everyone be happy and third wish will be have more wishes =D

20.What's your qualities in looking for a boyfriend?
Understanding, humorous, caring, honest and not too protective

Yesterday, went out to Sentosa with ting, joc, nick, ren, hc, sy and sw. Rain went back home after we met at Vivo. Went to school early in the morning for Leo meeting. It ended quite early at around 10 plus. Then we called Nick, he still sleeping =/

So we went to walk around Vivo while waiting for the guys. Went to Toys' urs, then to the outdoor playround to sit. Got one little boy keep climbing to our seats, make us have to move twice =.="

Then we ate at Long John and went to Sentosa. Yesterday, the sun wasn't our friend. It kept hiding and we never got sunburn in the end. Sian. My pants was super dirty and saw some NP friends there. Sian. Don't know is suay or what. HAHA!

But we made sandcastles and collected seashells. Wee~ Fun. Wanted to take the double-decked bus, but don't have already. So we just took one round and went back to Vivo.

Took our dinner at the hawker center nearby, the carrot cake quite nice. Lol. Went home after that, thanks Ting for the tissue paper with fingerings on it. Haha! Tried to play the guitar a while yesterday, quite fun. But don't know correct a not. LOLS!

Another week had past again.
1 more month to final exam? It's so fast!
More assignment to do, I'm starting to hate BCOMM. So much assignment suddenly!!
Good thing is that my MWA project had no more errors, so left the designing part plus some validation. Phew~
Tomorrow had Sentosa outing with the gang. Had to go school early in the morning for Leo meeting. Sobs. Haven't cut my hair yet =/ I want to learn the guitar, acoustic one!! Hee!!!

I Loved Yesterday is a nice album. Hee!!