Indeed, I went to the dentist's today to remake my retainer.
And my five hundred dollars went down the drain.
But it's a lesson learnt.
For me, not to misplace my important items anywhere.

Once, in the SOM lecture, the lecturer said we spent one eighth of our lifetime finding the things we have lost.
It's kind of time wasting.
Yup, so from now on, I will make sure I know where my stuffs are =D

I felt kinda happy to see my family and friends helping me find and recall where I placed my retainer.
Today morning, my brother sort of got excited because he thought he found my retainer.
Waking everyone up, but I really appreciate everyone helping me find (:



I re-read Tuesdays with Morrie, still, it's a very nice book.
"The culture that we have doesn't makes people feel good about themselves. If you don't like the idea, don't buy it."

"The culture that we have makes us think that more is good. If you don't like the idea, don't buy it."

Well, this two statements are sort of true.
Maybe more is less, and less is more.

And there's this story in the book, where there's a basketball match in the school. And the winning team's students are cheering, "Number 1, Number 1!" Then Morrie stood up and shouted, "What's wrong with No.2?"

So yeah, what's wrong with No.2?
Why people now are so competitive?
Everything other people have, they want it for them too.
Then they will start working for it, and even until half the lifetimes, that they don't even know what they are searching for.
Fighting for things that are so meaningless, and they have sold their souls to the devil.
Money.

Just some random thoughts (:

I'm seriously going to be so broke from this week onwards.
Apart from the outings that's going to have, I lost my retainer!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wth.
I'm so pissed la.
Whoever threw away my retainer. ROAR!!!

It's gona cost a freaking FIVE HUNDRED BUCKS to make another new one.
And my appointment's reaching soon.
Sobs!
There goes my money.

I was so bored that I read through my previous posts.
Then I found something quite meaningful, so here it is:

If we both hang on for long enough
We both somehow are strong enough
Well find out were we belong

Not bad right?
Haha (:

Footprints in The Sand
I see my life flash across the sky,
So many times have I been so afraid.
And just when I, I thought I lost my way,
You give me strength to carry on,
That's when I heard you say,

I promise you
I'm always there
When your heart is filled
With sorrow and despair
And, I'll carry you
When you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand.

The word "promise" has too much weight.
Can I still believe you as in the past?
君は　信じでる？
今まで、　私は　わかりません。。。

Holidays are sure boring.
I picked up the drama, Boys Over Flowers.
It's really nice, can't wait for the next episode.
I choing-ed up to ep19 within 3-4 days?
Haha (:

Really liked the characters in there.
Kim Hyun Joong is one of them. The most handsome and cutest guy.
Same as when he's in We Got Married. Haha! (:
Koo Hye-Sun too. Although she met with an accident, she still carried on with the filming.
She indeed has the spirit of Guem Jan Di.
She's someone whom I think can look up to.

In fact, most of the cast met with accidents and injuries.
Hope all get well soon! (:

Strongly recommend all to watch =D
Hehe!

Lucky - Ashily




when it gets hard, lucky in my life
you come towards me like a dream
when i get sad, lucky in my dream
you hold me tight with warm embrace
i smile like this, always
even when the world makes it hard
i don’t ever want to show my tears.
even though you don’t know my heart yet
because i can still keep your smile, even from afar,
it’s a relief
when i want to cry, lucky in my love
you look so handsome in my imagination
when i’m frustrated, lucky in my world
you hold me tight like a dream
i smile like this, always
even when the world makes it hard
i don’t ever want to show my tears.
even though you don’t know my heart yet
because i can still keep your smile, even from afar,
it’s a relief
everything is beautiful. i’m so happy.
i make a wish again in this lonely world
i smile like this, always
even when the world makes it hard
i don’t ever want to show my tears.
even though you don’t know my heart yet
because i can still keep your smile, even from afar,
it’s a relief
take one step towards me


Starlight Tears - Kim Yoo Kyung

the white starlight envelops the tears
the tears fall in the warm wind
do you feel it?
this trembling, quiet whisper that is going your way
i draw you on this white paper
the warm smile holds me
is this love?
even when i close my eyes, i see only you
i will be waiting for you
i will wait for you
i don’t want to see the tears of pain anymore
you let me know
this love that’s like a lie, i’ll never let it go
because that love is you
i’m walking in my memories with you
the tears fill even the deepest area of my heart
what should i do?
even in my dreams, i miss you
i will be waiting for you
i will wait for you
i don’t want to see the tears of pain anymore
you let me know
this love that’s like a lie, i’ll never let it go
because that love is you
please look at me, like the faraway stars
can’t you be the one that’s in my heart
i will be waiting for you
i will wait for you
i don’t want to see the tears of pain anymore
you let me know
this love that’s like a lie, i’ll never let it go
because that love is you


A Little - Suh Ji Young

whenever i’m sad, i smell the fragrance of the flowers
i miss you, i touch your scent
walking the distance, fleeting in the wind
i feel as though i could touch your breath
you know, you don’t know my heart
i miss you. i write a letter again
plucking a petal of my shy heart
i send it to you
i smile. when it’s hard, i smile.
even though i’m alone, i’m happy
though i have to watch you from far away, far away
and you don’t walk towards me one step
do you know at least a little? could you look at me just a little?
you flow in my heart quietly like a dream
suddenly, i want to cautiously show you a little of my loving heart
at the sound of your cheerful song
my seemingly shy heart starts to thud
lest should you see me like this
i hide again gently
i smile. even though i’m lonely, i smile
i’ve done okay so far by myself
though i look at your back figure without a word, without a word
though i want to hold your soft hands
do you know at least a little? could you look at me just a little?
you make memories in my heart like a star
just a little, i want to lean on your warm shoulders and fall asleep
this is probably destiny. it’s probably love.
could you know, this heart of mine?
do you know at least a little? could you look at me just a little?
you flow in my heart quietly like a dream
suddenly, i want to cautiously show you a little of my loving heart
just a little, i miss you

I watched in Akai Ito and they said that

In a lifetime, you will meet 300,000 people,
of these 300,000 people, 30,000 will be the people you met in school and work.
And of these 30,000 people, 3,000 people will be the one you have talked to or are closed with.

True or true?
I wonder...


Today went to Parkway medical center with my grandma for her cataract operation.
The nurse asked if I wanted to be a nurse. Haha. Totally shocked by that.
But what she said was true,
we should really go talk to people who are ill, then you will truly appreciate everything you have now.
Our friends, family, even our life, lifestyle.

We always wondered why our life is like this and not the other way.
We always envy others for their life and thought that ours are really bad.
But come to think of it, I felt guilty of doing this too.
I had so much in my life compared to others.
People suffered and struggled to stay alive and fighting with all their might to fight off those diseases.
And here I am sitting so comfortably, blogging in front of the computer.
Guilty ):



Life is full of ups and downs.
That's what life is supposed to be, if not, it'll not be considered as one.
Challenges ahead will only make one more resilient,
even when times are bleak,
there's also others there to help.
That's why these people are called friends.
This is for you, my friend (:

I got my guitar pick!
Yeah!
Going to learn how to play "Happy Birthday" for my bro. Haha!
Hope I'll have enough drive (:


Went to collect JLPT certificate yesterday and walked around Bugis.
Ting got her book finally.
And we wanted to watch movies. But changed our minds, gonna watch it on Monday.
My Grandma's left eye is so red. Don't know what happened ):

My bro showed me this video, it's so cute (:




I got to finish so many books!
My last lecture, The Memory Keepers Daughter and Holding the Dream.

And lastly, hope everyone did well for A levels.

Time for some update.

Friday, 27th Feb.
End of exams. ITLG was fairly easy, able to answer all.
Start of holidays.
Signed up for Jap 201.
Then went to Plaza Singapura with Nick.
Watched Marley and Me. Touching movie. A simple meaning yet we overlooked it all the time.
Highly recommend everyone to watch.
Walked around the shops. Some shop was quite interesting. Many anime and movie character stuffs there.
Went home. Got my long waited letter.
JLPT results... PASSED!
Phew.

Saturday, 28th Feb.
Went for Avionics camp. In yellow group.
First day was quite ok.
Played games. Lights out at 9pm =.=

Sunday, 1st March.
Second day of camp.
Left school for Amazing race at 8am plus.
Went to many places.
There goes my Ez-link money.
Quite fun.
Bus ride to school was bad. An one hour journey. Bus driver braked two times. Make everyone wake up.
Then, heavy rain. Can't complete the last station.
A senior drove us back to school's hostel. He must have drove many trips here and there.
Showered and had performance.
Scary.
Glad it was over.
Had friendship dance. Quite fun.
Rest.

Monday, 2nd March.
Break camp.
Went back to rest.
Played games.


The end (: